While I was in the hospital, after being freed from my 9 IVs, I was
given a slew of pills. They started bright and early with my synthroid,
then I was brought a smorgasbord to swallow in the late morning,
followed by a smaller round just before bed.
As I became more aware, I counted them. First one, then nine, then five
more. Fifteen pills a day. I got sent home with a laundry list of
prescriptions, including ones for heartburn, stool softeners....even
depression and anxiety. I realized then that half of what they were
giving me was to combat the side effects of the other half. Seriously.
The pain patch would cause nausea, so I was taking something along the
lines of Prevacid. The nebulizer treatments could cause anxiety, so I
was given an anti anxiety med, along with the option for Xanax when I
asked. Being in the hospital itself could cause other anxiety /
depression, so I was put on Zoloft, even though I told them I didn't
want it. It went on and on.There was no way I was going to take anymore
than I had to now that I was home an in control.
First thing I dumped was the Zoloft. I did ask my PCP beforehand and he
said it was a low enough dose that I should be able to wean quickly. I
went cold turkey. I decided that it was so easy that I'd go cold turkey
on the pain patch too. That one, well, it was a little bit more
difficult. I actually was shocked as I realized that I was going through
withdrawal, For nearly three days, I felt so edgy and twitchy. It was
scary. I had never been so glad to feel pain in my life as it wore off,
So, over these last few weeks, I thought, since I already went from 7-8
pills down to a regular 4, I was going to stop taking my Synthroid
because I felt fine. I also stopped taking my water pill for a couple of
days - after all, I'm not all swollen like I was, and having to run and
pee every 15 minutes every day gets a little old.
After a few days of my new regimen, I felt a bit run down. I got on the scale and was up 15 pounds!
I decided to swallow my pride and my pills, and within two days dropped 10 pounds - all water weight. Unreal.
I guess 4 meds isn't so awful for the time being - Synthroid, a water
pill, a blood pressure pill and blood thinners. Its by the grace of God
I'm already off of the Diabetes meds that I was taking before all of
this went down. I have nothing to compain about for sure,
No more self doctoring here! Make sure you don't either, cause
apparently all those years in medical school really do mean something.
:)
Lots more to come - sorry for the hiatus....just been trying to recfocus
on strength first, weight loss second. I'm maintaing 350 right now, and
I know its only a matter of time before it begins to fall.
See y'all soon!!
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